The Academy For Broken Boys Book

A heart-pounding story of first love, chosen family, and the courage to choose yourself.

Seventeen-year-old Eli Barrett had the perfect life mapped out: mission, marriage, making his bishop father proud. Then his mother walked in on him kissing Michael, and perfect shattered into a million pieces.

Now Eli's trapped at Canaan Peak Ministries, a conversion therapy facility in the Utah desert where broken boys go to be "fixed." Here, surveillance cameras track his every breath while counselors speak of love as a disease and shame as the only cure.

It doesn't take long for Eli to learn that there’s nothing broken about the other residents—they're angry, brilliant, funny, and more alive than anyone Eli's known. There's Maria, who wears her trans identity like armor. Ollie, whose smile could power the desert sun. And dozens of others creating their own family in a place designed to tear them apart.

But when tragedy strikes and the facility's true methods are revealed, resistance becomes survival—and together they navigate impossible rules, forge unbreakable bonds, and plot an escape that will either set them free or destroy what's left of their lives.

Raw, witty, and inspired by real events, this is a story about finding hope in impossible places and family in unlikely faces.

Meet Eli. [Turn up your volume for the full experience. ✨]

A love letter to the LGBTQ+ community and anyone who has ever felt like they don’t belong.

Reading with purpose:
real lives, real impact

I believe in the power of stories, but some realities can't wait for happily ever afters.

That's why 50% of all proceeds from The Academy For Broken Boys go directly to The Trevor Project's life-saving crisis intervention and suicide prevention services for LGBTQ+ youth. With LGBTQ+ young people four times more likely to attempt suicide than their peers, and 39% seriously considering suicide in the past year—one attempting every 45 seconds—this commitment isn't peripheral to this book, it's fundamental to its purpose.

The need has never been more urgent. With the U.S. government pulling funding from LGBTQ+ suicide prevention services just as crisis contacts have surged 700% since November 2024, The Trevor Project faces unprecedented demand just when resources are most strained. Meanwhile, over 1,320 conversion therapy practitioners continue operating across 48 states, and half of LGBTQ+ youth who want mental health care simply cannot access it.

The Trevor Project fights back on multiple fronts: providing 24/7 crisis support through phone, chat, and text; conducting groundbreaking research that shapes protective policies; training adults to create affirming spaces; and leading advocacy efforts that have defeated 94.5% of anti-LGBTQ+ legislation in the U.S.. Their work documenting conversion therapy's ongoing prevalence gives lawmakers the evidence needed to pass protective laws.

Every copy sold helps ensure that when a young person can no longer see a future for themselves, someone will be there to answer their call. Someone will tell them they deserve to exist exactly as they are. Someone will stay on the line until the darkness recedes, even just enough for one more day.

Your purchase matters. Not just to me as an author, but to the young people who will receive vital support because you chose this book.

Thank you for being part of something that transcends storytelling.

The Trevor Project for LGBTQ Youth

EXCERPT

“You ever wonder if there’s somewhere out there we could just… be ourselves?”

Ollie’s voice hits different when he’s not pretending. We’ve been running Brother Chambers’ stupid masculinity obstacle course for forty minutes, because apparently real men love tire flips in 102-degree heat, and managed to lap everyone else. We’ve got maybe five minutes before someone realizes we’ve ditched.

He’s gripping the chain-link fence like he’s already gone, knuckles white. I want to tell him to be careful because Chambers has eyes everywhere, but also I don’t want him to let go.

The desert spreads out forever in front of us. It’s beautiful in that brutal way that makes you feel small. All that red rock and gold sand going on and on until it hits the mountains on the horizon. Free in every way we’re not.

“I mean like…” He stops. Tries again. His usual masks are gone. No jokes, no smirks, no careful whatever-dude energy. Just Ollie, raw and real and breaking my heart. “Without all this shit. Where I don’t have to think about every single thing I do or say or… God, even how I’m standing right now.”

My stomach twists because I know exactly what he means. Every gesture rehearsed mentally, every look careful and timed, every word filtered twice. It’s like being an actor who never gets to leave the stage.

“What would that look like?” My voice comes out rougher than I meant it to.

For fans of
Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda,
One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest,
& 1984.

The Academy for Broken Boys Book Cover

About the author

Alex Andrade-Walz grew up searching for authentic representation in literature. Finding few queer narratives that resonated with his experience, he made a promise to write the stories his younger self desperately needed.

When not crafting fiction, Alex is an accomplished marketing professional and startup mentor whose insights have appeared in publications including Forbes, Adweek, and TechCrunch. He lives in Seattle with his husband and their two spirited Yorkies who inspire chaos and creativity in equal measure. He’s a graduate of Seattle University, where he studied business and creative writing and later served on the board of the university's Innovation and Entrepreneurship Center.


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